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Restart.
Saturday. 6.11.11 1:08 am
So, i'm offically moved into my new apartment. It's a one bedroom, and though it's small - it's mine. I've put up most of my pictures/movies/books and I thought I had put up all of my posters, but Aldo went and bought me one that has a bunch of whales and their scientific names on it. I LOVE whales. I think they're highly underappreciated.

I miss the old house and living with my boys. It was nice to know that I'd be going home to a full house and that no matter what I wouldn't be alone. Mostly I miss living with him, it's tiny little things that will set off the longing. However, he was right - it does make what time we spend together alot more memorable. Plus, it's not like I live a thousand miles away - it's just 15 min by car.

However, my friend is up here with me. She's an old friend from High School that I really value. She's crashing in my living room for 2 months because she's up here getting certified in something or other for her job. On the one hand, she's gone before I get up, and most nights i'm home before her. Unfortunately I'm uber annoyed by her right now. I'm not sure if it's that I've grown as a person through all my experiences or if she's shrunk due to her lack of experiences or a combination. In either case, it feels as if i'm babysitting this grown woman. She can't sleep in the apartment alone becauase she's nervous that someone will (jump an 8 foot fence, hope over my balcony, and break open my back door to) try to break in. She also can't stand to be more than 2 feet from me, but doesn't want to converse with my friends up here or try to do anything on her own. She would rather sit in the apartment all alone than go exploring around Fort Worth with her GPS, map and telephone.

I don't know - maybe i'm overreacting. Maybe this whole 'resetting' thing that this apartment was supposed to represnt just feels stunted by my past because she's here. I feel kinda bad about it - but on the other hand, I guess I kinda don't.

Oh well, that's really all there is to say about that.
3 Comments.


I am staying with my aunt... whom may be as annoying as your friend. My aunt will be lounging around watching tv or something and when she needs anything done, I am the one who will be doing it. Even things like ordering delivery.
» Nuttz on 2011-06-11 06:29:27

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really hate to say this but people grow ... either apart or flock together. sometimes ... i really want things to be the same as the last time i met my friends ... but somehow i felt the journey we embarked made us apart ... somehow i'm just grateful that we have met.
» renaye on 2011-06-11 12:11:10

It does sound like your friend has a little growing up to do. Hopefully she can at least pay you some rent? ;)

By "him" I assume you mean the cat? ;)


ps--- GO WHALES!!
» Zanzibar on 2011-06-11 10:27:23

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