Home | Join! | Help | Browse | Forums | NuWorld | NWF | PoPo   

There has never been a sadness that can't be cured by breakfast foods.
Days of the year


March 2024

  S  M  T  W  T  F  S
                 1  2
  3  4  5  6  7  8  9
 10 11 12 13 14 15 16
 17 18 19 20 21 22 23
 24 25 26 27 28 29 30
 31
te quiero con limon y sal
Saturday. 10.28.06 12:26 pm
Woke up late. My bad. Turns out it wasn't a big deal (or any deal for that matter) in the end.

"COME ON VIRGIN!" she screamed at me from across the crowded room. I'm not sure I've ever felt more emberassed in my life (and that's saying alot). I could feel my face turning a bright shade of red as I walked across the kitchen and over to where she was standing. She wanted nothing more than for me to be near her and the other girls I was at the party with. She did that 3 more times, all of which were nowhere near necessary. Every time I felt shame burning my skin. There's no real reason to be ashamed of it - and I know that that's what I had decided to be for Halloween (a virgin sacrafice) but at the same time that's something I'd rather not have SCREAMED at me as a form of identification. I also got into a little spat with Amanda. She got wasted pretty dang fast and just as quickly began ripping into me about how I don't tell her anything and how I've been ditching her. I have been (in a way) but at the same time, I don't feel bad about it. She also started to go off on Susie for stupid reasons. (It's retarded trying to rationalize with someone who's that gone.) Susie and I both left her outside to cool off while we went inside to check on the others.
In short: the party last night.....sucked.

Today as I was wandering around the perversion that is myspace I ran across a few pictures of some old friends.

Dora has once again uprooted herself and moved hundres of miles away on a hope. It's alot closer to home than last time - but let's face it, it's still a HUGE leap of faith. I admire that woman in alot of ways. She put up pictures of her and Michael. It got me to thinking so I got up and grabbed Lauren's wedding invitation. They're both so happy. I can't think of very many other people who trully deserve to be as happy as both of these girls. The smartest, funniest, darkest, nerdiest people around - when we get together it's like nothing's changed - even though we haven't all been together (or even spoken to each other) in about 2 years. I'm looking foward to Lauren's wedding. I wanted to take a guy along with me so that I'd have someone to dance with, but in the end I believe I'm taking Mel. She'll dance with me and in all honesty we'll have more fun sitting at the table watching everyone, catching up, and taking pictures of everything more than anything else.

There's alot going on in my friend's life at the current moment. ALOT. To put it into metaphor form: If all this drama was a hurricane (a BIG hurricane) then he would be the retarded reporter who reports what's going on from inside the storm. I on the other hand am watching all of this on the news safe in my living room going 'wow, that sucks'. Of course since he's my friend I want to help him in any way possible - but at the current moment there's not much of anything that I can do or say to make the situation any easier to bear. It makes me feel useless.

0 Comments.

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.

Helena's Weblog Site • NuTang.com

NuTang is the first web site to implement PPGY Technology. This page was generated in 0.301seconds.

  Send to a friend on AIM | Set as Homepage | Bookmark Home | NuTang Collage | Terms of Service & Privacy Policy | Link to Us | Monthly Top 10s
All content © Copyright 2003-2047 NuTang.com and respective members. Contact us at NuTang[AT]gmail.com.